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October 26, 2015

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LtCol Carl A. Reynoso USMC (Ret) (1975-2010)

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moochLtCol Carl A. Reynoso

USMC (Ret)

(1975-2010)

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WHAT INFLUENCED YOUR DECISION TO JOIN THE MILITARY?
1I was a Navy brat growing up in a number of Naval Stations in the Pacific: NAS Agana, Guam; Pearl Harbor NB, Hawaii; and NAS Sangley Point, Philippines. I always thought that I would join the Navy and be like my dad who was a Senior Chief (DKCS) but as I grew older I started noticing that this other service was also on our bases. They wore different uniforms (khaki/trops/sateens) and carried themselves more professionally than Sailors – turns out they were Marines. I was also into reading history books at the time and read more and more about these Marines and determined that I just had to become one of them too. This really pissed off my Dad! Even though I was the son of a career Navy man, the Marine Corps mystique fascinated me. I always knew the Marines were different, better than Sailors. When I told my Dad that I wanted to be a Marine, he laughed, said I lacked the self-discipline it took to be a Marine. “You won’t last in the Marines. YOU? You can’t even hold on to a job, you’ll get busted!” he often told me. As a teenager I was wild, on the loose, vandalizing, and stealing, (luckily I was too crafty to be caught which came in handy later in my career as a Recon Marine). I ditched school to surf and couldn’t hold onto any jobs. My life was spiralling down in an unhealthy direction. I was a long-haired surf bum, hung out at the beach and although I was an Honor Student, I hated high school, stuff like that. I wasn’t into drugs or anything like that, but it would have only been a matter of time before something like that would have come along.

Fortunately, I liked to read and had spent a lot of time reading 20th century military history. Primarily about the Marines in Korea, Vietnam, and those who landed on Tarawa and Iwo Jima and the other Pacific Islands. I was intrigued by the Corps’ purported fighting spirit, their élan in battle. That picture of the Flag Raising on Mount Suribachi, every time I looked at it chills ran up and down my spine. They still do now. When I saw that photo I wanted to be one of them, to have in some way what they had at that very instance. In the photo you couldn’t even see their faces. They were anonymous as it could have been any Marine in any war and all that mattered was the group, not the individuals. It wasn’t because I wanted to be a hero, or even to be considered heroic. It had something to do with what the picture embodied, a group of individuals working together IWO JIMA FLAG RAISINGas a team for some higher purpose that was more important than themselves. I wanted to be part of that team to become part of a brotherhood that is real and absolute and can be earned only one way: Marine Corps Boot Camp. A daunting challenge where you must first conquer yourself by enduring and surviving recruit training. The Marine Corps is the only experience I know of where you elevate yourself by subjugating yourself, a contradiction. No matter where you come from and no matter what your socio-economic background or circumstances, everyone starts out at the bottom, we are all equally unworthy of the uniform and the title. You turn your life over to the Corps to be torn down, rebuilt, remolded into something better than what you were before. I wanted to be part of that, I wanted THAT experience. There is something quite noble about the desire to join the Corps because it just isn’t like the other military services. I didn’t sign up for a job, the GI Bill, or an education; I signed up to fight! I essentially put my life on the line when I signed that dotted line. I wanted my military service to be tempered by hardship and struggle, something that is hard earned and well respected. And from everything that I’d read and heard, I knew it wasn’t going to be easy but I wanted to be a US Marine. I stepped off the bus and on to those infamous Yellow Footprints and became part of Platoon 1018, Series 1017, B Co, 1st Recruit Training Bn, MCRD San Diego. After Receiving Barracks, we were picked up by Staff Sergeant Andre Williams, our Senior Drill Instructor. SSgt Garcia and Sgt Safrit were his Junior DIs. I can still see the menacing SDI glowering at us on that first day. He was a tall, well built, dark green Marine who looked like Smokey the Bear in that Campaign Cover which was quite intimidating and impressive all at the same time. I asked myself “What have I gotten myself into now?”

BRIEFLY, WHAT WAS YOUR SERVICE CAREER PATH?

Infantry, Reconnaissance, Aviation. I came up through the ranks achieving the rank of Staff Sergeant. I applied for the old Enlisted Commissioning Program (ECP only required 30 semester hours back then) and was selected and after graduating from the 128th Officer Candidate Class (128th OCC). I was commissioned a 32ndLt and went on to The Basic School (TBS). As the Honor Graduate of my TBS company (Echo 5-85), I was asked by the Company Commander if I wanted to become a pilot. I figured why not and the rest is history. My original intention had been to go to the Grunts and then hopefully back into Recon.

What still continues to amaze me are all of the many opportunities that were afforded to me and even more so the awesome experiences that were the result of those choices. From a raw Recruit on the Yellow Footprints to a High Speed Low Drag Recon Operator who came out of submarines and jumped out of airplanes, to actually piloting aircraft and flying the President of the United States. From Private to Lieutenant Colonel. I often wonder what my life would have been like had I not enlisted in the Marines. I certainly would not have had all of these wide ranging experiences and lifelong friendships.

DID YOU PARTICIPATE IN COMBAT OPERATIONS? IF SO, COULD YOU DESCRIBE THOSE WHICH WERE SIGNIFICANT TO YOU?

Yes
MNF Lebanon
Operation Desert Shield
Operation Desert Storm
Operation Southern Watch
Operation Iraqi Freedom
Operation Enduring Freedom – Philippines
Operation New Dawn – Iraq

All were significant to me. Anytime you get shot at it is WORLD WAR THREE! What might be considered a ‘minor’ engagement to the Joint Chiefs of Staff or the 4media is of extreme significance to the guy on the ground or in the air. Even when no rounds are exchanged, the mere possibility placed enormous psychological stress on your mental system in the anticipation alone. It really hits you when you step off the plane in a theater of operations and realize that you could very well die here. My thoughts the very first time I ever got shot at in combat were, “Why is he shooting at me, I’m a pretty nice guy, aren’t I?”

When the flight schedule for the next day’s combat sorties was published and you saw your name penned in for one the flights, the dread began. Quickly I would write what was certainly going to be my last letter home to the family, but never would I let on to them that this was the last one, never would I mention what I feared the most, that I would never see them ever again. No, I would just offer that I missed and loved them so much and couldn’t wait to get home to them. I never told them what I did, they knew, but still it was left unspoken. The pre-flight brief was a formality that usually ended with, “we’ll find out what our real mission is when we check in with DASC.” Followed by drawing our survival equipment from ALSS including our bullet bouncers or “chicken plates” then a swing through Maintenance Control to sign for the aircraft with Sgt Guido Colesanti’s usual jovial self trying to motivate the aircrews with, “Go kick some ass, Sir!” and I would respond with my usual retort, “Guido, you wouldn’t be saying that shit if you were coming with me.” Then reluctantly out onto the flight line slowly dragging all my gear to my plane on what I knew to be my last moments on earth. Dead Man Walking. The Marines working on the planes would stop what they were doing to turn and watch the aircrews and cheer us on with, “Get some, Sir!” or “Kick their asses!” I’d always give each Marine a small wave and what had to be an obviously weak smile. In my mind my thoughts were dark with what each would be saying later, “I saw Mooch the day he got shot down and killed, he smiled at me.” I always knew, just accepted that these were my final earthly moments but still I went and launched knowing full well the inevitability that waited for me downrange. I feared death, but much worse, I didn’t want to be thought of as being a coward and most of all, I could not let my fellow Marines down, especially those guys on the ground. These thoughts tore at me as we raced through the air into the fight; I wanted to live, to breathe, to go home alive, but my sense of duty drove me forward.

Before my first combat, before I saw the “Elephant” I often wondered what it would be like to kill another human being – would I be able to pull the trigger, to prosecute a target, to end the life of someone who had been designated an enemy by our politicians? During peacetime training, killing would appear to be something quite straightforward, a simple matter of sight alignment, sight 5picture, breathe, relax, aim, squeeze… or as a pilot on airspeed, on altitude, ball in, gun sight reticle aligned, Master Arm – On… FIRE! And the endless repetitious training, to the point where we could do battle drill: fire and maneuver, CQB, or diving rocket attacks in our sleep. The never-ending repetition had a purpose – little then did we young Marines understand nor care why. We trained ad nauseam so that muscle memory would takeover and our bodies could react without much thinking required, so that in combat, when or if your brain shut down you just went on autopilot. That’s not to say I did not think, I did, even in the middle of an action I thought a lot, intensely so, my mind racing along at a million miles a minute, perhaps a function of my body’s ability to physically do what it was trained to do, it left plenty of time for my thoughts to wander. Time seems to slow way way down when you’re scared and getting shot at as all my memories of combat are in slow motion.  It is like tunnel vision.  Like looking through a fuzzy brown tube and in that memory everything that was bad is now in very close proximity to you, especially tracers and exploding munitions. The unknown, dark and smoke shrouded things or places become sinister and foreboding. I was conflicted. In my head I imagined that I was a giant walking the earth stomping on bugs till they popped and squishing the life juice out of them, only it was real people we were killing and the juice was their blood. My mental picture was quite graphic. I could even hear their bones cracking as I crunched them with my boots, on the bottoms of which they left their stains. One of the thoughts that often went through my mind was that whoever it was we were trying to kill were just like us, who not too long ago was some mother’s baby, who was loved and was raised with high hopes and now he was going to die because of me. The other thought was that I would know well before that mother that her son was now dead.Don’t get me wrong as I never hesitated because the next thought immediately following those were that this kid was obviously raised all fucked up and deserved to die otherwise he wouldn’t be shooting at me, so fuck him! These fleeting reflections and so many more were there along with all my fears, my prayers, my family and an extreme desire to live. So many conflictions rushing through my brain housing group at warp speed during very intense periods of emotional strain while the muscle memory propelled my body into action.

FROM YOUR ENTIRE SERVICE CAREER WHAT PARTICULAR MEMORY STANDS OUT?

Where it all began – Boot Camp, Marine Corps Recruit Depot, San Diego. Platoon 1018, Series 1017, Bravo Company, 1st Recruit Training Battalion. Those 13 weeks changed me forever. Everything that was beat into me in Boot Camp I carried with me throughout my 34 year career.

WERE ANY OF THE MEDALS OR AWARDS YOU RECEIVED FOR VALOR? IF YES, COULD YOU DESCRIBE HOW THIS WAS EARNED?

6– Single Mission Air Medal with Combat Distinguishing Device as a Pilot flying under direct hostile fire while providing close-in-fire-support to 1/5 (TF Ripper).

– Single Mission Air Medal with Combat Distinguishing Device while flying as Pilot providing close-in-fire-support and performing Forward Air Controller – Airborne (FACA) duties under direct hostile fire in support of 1stMarDiv.

– Navy Commendation Medal with Combat Distinguishing Device for service as a Pilot performing FAC(A) duty under direct hostile fire in support of C Co 2nd LAI (TF Troy).

OF THE MEDALS, AWARDS AND QUALIFICATION BADGES OR DEVICES YOU RECEIVED, WHAT IS THE MOST MEANINGFUL TO YOU AND WHY?

The Combat Action Ribbon. As a Navy brat growing up I recognized the CAR and understood its significance.

My 3 Good Conduct Medals which immediately identified me as a Mustang. I’m so very proud to have come up through the ranks.

Finally, my Navy/Marine Corps Parachute Insignia, my first Wings of Gold. I earned them the old fashioned way – I paid for them with my blood, during my “Blood Wing” Ceremony before the ritual was determined to be hazing and banned as being politically incorrect.

WHICH INDIVIDUAL PERSON FROM YOUR SERVICE STANDS OUT AS THE ONE WHO HAD THE BIGGEST IMPACT ON YOU AND WHY?

7There were so many leaders, mentors and peers along the way who influenced my career and led me to the choices I made and ultimately my leadership style. I cannot hope to single one out nor to name them all. They know who they are. Thank you all.

CAN YOU RECOUNT A PARTICULAR INCIDENT FROM YOUR SERVICE THAT WAS FUNNY AT THE TIME AND STILL MAKES YOU LAUGH?

The night during Desert Storm when the call came to launch aircraft against a ground assault taking place at Ras Al Ghar. I was not on the flight schedule that evening and had been sitting in the Ready Room reading a book and minding my own business when I noticed a flurry of activity amongst the squadron’s Field Grade Officers. Our Commanding Officer, who shall remain nameless, saw me and told me, “Mooch, go pre-flight an airplane!” I stupidly ask, “What for, Sir?” His response, “Just F#Kn GO!” To which I respond, “Which plane Sir?” His retort, “Just pick one! And bring your Bullet Bouncer!”

So it’s with dread that I go out onto the flight line because not only am I headed downrange to get shot at, but I also have to fly with an absolute madman, potential for intercockpit fratricide – HIGH. I’m asking guys along the way what was going on and was getting no answers. A section of aircraft had recently returned from a mission and had shutdown, freshly refueled and still armed and parked on a spot. So I, along with several of the Plane Captains, began a detailed but hurried pre-flight of one of them. Not 5 minutes later out comes the Skipper, out of breath, “Not this one, I want that one!” he yells pointing to one of the planes that was still stuffed in the “slash” and had not been flown that day.”But Sir. . .” to no avail, we scratch our heads because it made no sense.

So the Flight-Line Mechanics are now frantically attaching the tug onto the aircraft while the Ordies are throwing guns, ammo and rockets on to a cold bird. This takes time and the Skipper is screaming, “Hurry the f#ck up, we gotta get going!” As they tow the plane swiftly out of the slash and onto the ramp, me and the plane captains began another detailed aircraft pre-flight. The Skipper is watching and fuming, “Slow-The-F#ck Down!” he shrieks. The tug crew slows the pace as do we who are pre-flighting. Not 15 seconds later comes, “Hurry the f#ck up!” So the pace again quickens, followed not 15 seconds later by, “Slow the f#ck down!”

By now we are all wondering, “WTF over?” Did I mention that at this point our Dash 2 Wingman had already manned up and spun one of planes that had recently returned and was at ground idle patiently waiting for me and the Skipper to get ourselves unf#cked? The noise of Dash 2’s aircraft adding to the urgency and confusion. Of course the Skipper’s desire in the pace of movement changes several more times as he commands and countermands himself before the aircraft is finally on the line where it can be launched. “Hurry the f#ck up!”

Oh, did I forget to mention that all this confusing commotion was occurring in the dark on an unlit airfield? So now I continue with my pre-flight, invigorated by the Skipper’s latest epileptic episode to go faster, swiftly opening the #2 engine cowling door, swinging it out with violent purpose to shine my 8flashlight on the components when I hear a sickening dull thud and feel the sharp corner of the cowling door hit flesh followed by a muffled cry. Worried that I may have taken out one of our hard charging mechs, I shine my flashlight on the hapless victim only to see the Skipper instead! “Oh SHIITE!” I cringe in fear. Bent over and now clutching his upper right forehead in his big paws the Skipper in a voice dripping of pure exasperation says, “Mooch, just check for the BIG pieces!” Slowly I closed the #2 engine cowling, secured it, stepped back from the plane and saw that all the “big pieces” were indeed in place: fuselage, main rotor, tail rotor, ordnance, and sarcastically announce, “The plane is ready, Sir.” He says, “Get in.”

At this point I notice that there is a No-Shiite Golf Ball Size Knot on his upper right forehead, it’s HUGE, and has a little red puncture in its center seeping blood. “Uh Sir, your forehead. . .” The Skipper can barely get his flight helmet on, it sits cockeyed on his head. I hesitatingly ask, “Sir are you okay?”, praying that he’ll scrub himself off the mission and let me go with another copilot. “Mooch nothing you do can keep me from flying,” he replies calmly, “Get in, let’s go.”

We did launch and flew in support that night (nothing funny there). When we got back a couple hours later after midnight, the big talk in the Ready Room was not the mission but what Mooch did to the Skipper. All the Junior Officers thought it was hilarious, with talk of jokingly putting the Skipper in for the Purple Heart and writing me up for a Silver Star for single-handedly taking out the Commanding Officer.

At the next AOM (All Officers Meeting), the Skipper had enough of a sense of humor to joke at length about my futile attempt to assassinate him. Still gives me a good chuckle to this day.

WHAT PROFESSION DID YOU FOLLOW AFTER THE SERVICE AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW? IF CURRENTLY SERVING, WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT JOB?

9Aviation. I am presently a DOD Pilot involved in combat operations overseas flying fixed wing ISR aircraft on RSTA (Reconnaissance, Surveillance and Target Acquisition) missions in direct support of US and Coalition Forces.

WHAT MILITARY ASSOCIATIONS ARE YOU A MEMBER OF, IF ANY? WHAT SPECIFIC BENEFITS DO YOU DERIVE FROM YOUR MEMBERSHIPS?

Force Recon Association.
Marine Corps Aviation Association.

Similar to TWS, for the camaraderie and remaining in touch with those who’ve shared similar experiences.

HOW HAS MILITARY SERVICE INFLUENCED THE WAY YOU HAVE APPROACHED YOUR LIFE AND CAREER?

Having survived numerous close calls in countless combat actions, both on the ground and in the air, I’ve learned not to sweat the small stuff, to relish life and enjoy family and friends. Whenever things aren’t going right and it just isn’t my day I always remind myself that it could be worse, that I could be downrange on the two-way rifle range getting shot at. That alone puts everything into perspective for me.

WHAT ADVICE WOULD YOU HAVE FOR THOSE THAT ARE STILL SERVING?

10Enjoy your time in uniform, savor it. Even the bad experiences build character and make you stronger and wiser. You will miss that genuine camaraderie borne of shared hardship, misery, combat and especially the all the fun, the laughs and the liberty when you muster out. Never ever complain about slow butt service on the two-way rifle range! SEMPER FIDELIS.

IN WHAT WAYS HAS TOGETHERWESERVED.COM HELPED YOU MAINTAIN A BOND WITH YOUR SERVICE AND THOSE YOU SERVED WITH?

I’m stating the obvious, by allowing me to find shipmates who I haven’t seen or heard from in years. The outstanding cross referencing work performed by TWS connects you with Marines and squadronmates who served in the same units during the same time period. Additionally TWS provides an superb venue for posting my own unique and personal Marine history on a military friendly website that I can share with family, friends, and my fellow Marines.

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  1. Oct 27 2015

    My uncle was a career Marine, Master Gunnery Sgt and my son, with only 2 years in, was killed 1992. With my father being Army and cousin, Navy, we were quite the well-rounded military family.

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